For the book 9

Dearest Nobody,

You left me feeling numb it's not the best feeling in
the world i hate it so much but i don't know how to
make myself feel better i dont know how to get out
of this slump why, why did you do this to me i hate
this feeling and yet when we were "together" i felt
this way also its like with or without you i feel lousy
and numb inside. That was then this is now and the
truth is Nobody i feel awsome so really all you have
done is give me a confidence boost around guys now
all i can do is flirt and enjoy myself which for me is
an amazing change and you know what thank you
its helped me so much in actual fact i think i may
have a new BF in mind which is awsome for me so
have fun with that girl your with now cos one day
your going to see me and realise you want me back
so enjoy your because i cant wait to deny you what
you will want later in life till then ill see you around.
NOT. heres to you Nobody and Thank you hahaha.


Always and Forever
Someone Elses

Lexi. xxxx

For the book 8

Thank you so much for being there

you's are always around and help me when im down or angry
its the best thing to have when you feel like your on you own
knowing you can reach out and they will be there is the best
feeling in the world i have no idea how many times ive lost it
or broke down crying or had one of "those" days but when i
look back i see that they have always been there i love them
for it and i owe them so much but i dont think i can ever ever
repay them the only thing i can do is do what they did for me
be there for them help them when they are down and love
them like my own brother or sister even though some will
leave or fade i see a few there in my future those are the ones
ill hang on to dearly i hope they will never leave me side i owe
them alot and i just want to say


THANK YOU GUYS SOO MUCH FOR BEING THERE ILY

xxxxxxxxxx

for the book 6

jealousy is a funny thing
especially when your ex
tries to make you jealous
by "pretending" to txt
thier new gf/bf but they
"accidentaly" send it to
you its funny how even
thought they want to
make you jealous the
way they go about it is
kinda sad as it really does
show that they still have
feelings for you which is
what they dont want you
to know and another thing
why would they keep your
number after you guys have
broken up.

to my ex Have Fun With Your Slut

Im Done xxxx

For the book 5

walking out like we dont matter
its not the best thing to see or
have done to you even if the one
walking out doesnt mean it it still
hurts you dont want them gone
but they dont have a choice its
hard to let them go and its hard
to stop remembering all the good
times youve had with them you
start to cry and think bout the
times when you thought you would
have them in your life forever you
realise how stupid it was to think
that they would never leave and
you realise how every moment
you guys spent together was all
that will be left when they are
gone you try not to cry and you try
to make them think your strong but
all you want to do is fall asleep and
never wake up or hide them so they
dont have to go its hard to let go but
i guess you have to trust yourself and
hope that one day you will see them again




bye gouri genna miss you heaps

ily bubba

xxxx

For the book

DEAREST NOBODY,

MY LIFES BEEN GREAT SINCE YOU
WALKED OUT IVE BEEN HAPPIER
AND MORE OUT THERE I GUESS IN
A WAY I SHOULD THANK YOU I
WOULD NEVER HAVE HAD THE GUTS
TO FLIRT WITH A GUY IF IT HADNT
HAVE BEEN FOR YOU BUT IN A WAY
ITS CHANGED ME PROBABLY FOR THE
WORST I DO NOT WISH THAT
THINGS DIDNT HAPPEN BUT THEN
AGAIN I DO IT KINDA CHANGED ME
AND MY LIFE EVEN THOUGH I WISH
IT HADNT I THANK YOU FOR
EVERYTHING AND NOTHING AS I
REALLY DO THINK IN TIME I WOULD
HAVE CHANGED ANYWAYS EVEN WITH
OUT YOUR HELP SO REALLY ALL
YOU DID WAS SPEED UP THE
PROCESS WHICH I DONT KNOW IF ITS A
GOOD THING BUT I GUESS WE WILL HAVE
TO WAIT AND FIND OUT WONT WE ??????


I THANK YOU

ALWAYS AND FOREVER YOURS


NOBODY

xxxxxxxxx

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SHUT HIM THE FUCK UP ALL HE DOES IS BE A FUCKING RETARD TO GET ON MY NERVES ERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR THERE HER FUCKING GOES AGAIN BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH GOD SHUT UP FOR ONCE IN A FUCKING WHILE I JUST WANNA FUCKING KILL HIM SOMETIMES ERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR WHY THE FUCK CANT HE SHUT UP FOR CHRIST SAKE.

ERRRRRRRRR AND NO U GUYS DONT NEED TO KNOW WHO HE IS (and no he isnt my bf)

ANYWAYS IM DONE

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How do we decide

HOW CAN YOU CHOOSE WHEN THE GUY YOU LIKE IS ALSO THE GUY UR BEST FREDN LIKES BUT TURNS OUT THE GUY YOU BOTH LIKE LIKES YOU BACK. BUT THE ONLY THING IS DEEP DOWN YOU DONT WANT HIM TO LIKE YOU YOU WANT HIM TO LIKE YOU FREND BUT YOU KNOW THTS NEVER GONNA HAPPEN BECAUSE SHES TOO SCARED TO TELL HIM HOW SHE FEELS AND YOUR OFF FLIRTING WITH HIM EVEN THGH YOU DONT MEAN TO YOU ARE ALREADY WITH SOMEONE BUT THERES SOMETHING BOUT HIM THAT MAKES YOU WANNA FORGET THE GUY YOUR WITH AND BE WITH HIM BUT YOU CANT COS YOU DONT WANT TO HURT THE GUY YOUR WITH NOW BUT THERES JUST SOMETHING ABOUT THE OTHER GUY THAT YOU CANT SEEM TO LET GO OF HES FUNNY SWEET AND TOTTALY HOT

SO MY QUESTION IS WHAT DO YOU DO DO YOU LET YOUR FREND GO FOR HIM OR DO YOU CONTINUE FLIRTING WITH HIM EVEN THGH SHE REALLY LIKES HIM ??

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peace xx