um idk ill label it later

now playing - we made you - eminem

ok well what to write, life as we know it is fine it shall continue to grow and prosper (i think they mean the same thing but oh well) life will continue even if i made that mistake. Yes life will continue sadly leaving me behind, trapped, trapped like a mouse things go well for a while and i try to keep my mind clear and focused on happy thoughts. Till something happens, like offending my "brother" christian did not mean to do it but i was worried bout him.

now playing - please dont leave me - pink

I did not mean to offend him but the thought of losing someone i love to alcohol or drugs is just to hard to bare, the thought of losing him for a second time is something i dont want to think bout, cos as far as im concerend even though we arent related hes always genna be my big brother.

now playing - circus - britney spears

My frustration tonight is making me push away the ones i have become close to, i do not know why but everything has made me angry or moody i feel as though gaps are tearing me apart from those i hold close. I do not want this to happen but it is, it hurts me i wish to just lay down and die but no. No such luck i must live this torture they call life, it has many pains and horrors but the few in my life that have not been pushed away make it bearable.

now playing - breakeven - the script

Things are falling apart between me and him our arguements growing ever so mean and spiteful (i know my language on this isnt what it used to be) i wish i could take it all back the harsh words the stupid questions, and maybe even meeting him. His life may have been better without me, i guess we will never know now. As for his friend well his friend shall be rid of me soon if all goes to plan.

now playing - so what - pink

I am trying and hoping that i can hold on to those i love but no use, the more i try the more i fail therefore i should just give up maybe the ones i care for will just come back one day. If they truely were supposed to be with me they will come back into my life.



Im done

comment, no haters.

peace.xx