TORN BETWEEN TWO

new one, old one, new one , old one

which one, which one, why is life full of hard decisions you end up likeing both

but how do you choose

the new ones awsome but the old ones special its like your being forced to choose

but i dnt wanna choose why do we have to, why do I have to ?

thinking bout my life makes me wonder have i made the right decisions?

or have i screwed tht up as well why does life have all these twists nd turns?

and then theres the two of 'them' which one do you choose the one youve felt more for

or the one who feels more for you ?

life is srsly f*cked up not sure what to do do i choose the old one or the new ?

anyways im done

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peace xx

LMAO RAMBLINGS ND MATES

school = boring
teachers = half half
students = half half
mates = fucking awsome
schoolwork = bullshit
life = cant complain (yet)
me = MEH funny I GUESS
ash = lols my dumbarse
ali = lols my concience
nik = lols my funny mate
gouri = my sister
sorcha = lmao my crazy awsome mate
rach = my btr lols (inside joke with rachel)
shivi = lols random funny mate
mitchell = random bad infulence mate
kate = lmao my funny frend who ALWAYS comments on everything
sayesha = My funny frend who is stuck in india for all and eternity i will save you one day dw

nd yea those r my ramblings and what my mates are like to me

LOVE EM ALL

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2008

LMAO FUNNIEST BEST YEAR OF MY FUCKING LIFE (so far) AND BESIDES MOLYNEAUX BUT OTHER THEN THAT IT WAS AN AWSOME YEAR I MADE SOME AWSOME NEW MATES (love u all - ali, ash, nik, suka, gouri, kate, shivi nd SO MANY OTHERS . AND NOT TO MENTION THE TEACHERS R...O...F...L..M..A..O THEY R SO GAY BUT SOME WERE AIGHT LIKE MR B FOR ART AND PROBABLY SOME OTHER TEACHERS I JUST CNT REMEMBER AT THE MOMENT. AND OF COURSE U CNT FORGET ALL THE TROUBLE I CAUSED AND GOT INTO LMAO BTW I OWE THE BIGGEST THNX TO ALL MY MATES WHO WERE THERE TO HELP ME WHEN I GOT INTO FIGHTS WITH PPL AND AN EXTRA BIG THNX TO ALISON FOR HELPING ME SO MUCH AND FOR TALKING ME OUT OF A FEW THINGS WONT NAME THEM BUT YEA AND OH HOW COULD I FORGET THE AWSEOME WORK (not so awsome) ACTUALLY IT WAS SHIT BUT IT WAS FUNNY LMAO WE ALWAYS FOUND SOMETHING TO LAUGH AT ESPECIALLY IN SCIENCE (owesofagus - inside joke) LMAO ANYWAYS THTS ALL

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GOD/RELIGION

NOTE: IM NOT DISSING ANY RELGIONS ITS JUST MY VIEW

GOD ??

hw do we know hes real ??(and dnt say the bible for christ sake) cos we dnt know who wrote it it culd have just been some crackpot making up stories ???

exactly

and whats with all the other religion they r all BASICALLY the same rnt they ??

and i do say basically they might have lil bits changed but its really all the same only one might have more gods or less

and again how do we know thses religions are true ??

no one knows and its crazy cos u might spend ur whole life believeing finally die and not come back as an animal or not go to heaven but instead end up in a hole rotting away with worms eating at you or ur ashes spread all across the dirt or ocean or wherever

if someone could PROVE to me tht god or jesuse is real i will delete this blog but until then it stays

anyways im done

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MAKE IT STOP

make it stop pls make it stop

these r the words i constantly think of during class

why might you ask cos its boring f*cking b*llsh*t

thts why i mean cnt class ever be fun JUST ONCE

heck the only class thts fun is ART

but thts cos its being creative like W.......T.......F

cnt any other class be fun like i know we have to learn this sh*t but cnt the teachers try to make it fun at the same time like it wont kill them unless they have vowed to never be fun again but if u ask me thts just going a bit crazy, now maybe im overreacting but maybe im not who knows but srsly ask ANY student tht dsnt like school (which is EVERY student) and they will tell you tht the teachers are as dull as a stick NOT EVEN you can play with a stick which is really sad for the teachers

anyways im bored so im done comment but no haters

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THAT PERSON

OMG someone kill me there is this certain "person" whom i do not wish to name but i dnt think this person cant take a hint when they get it and it really annoys me then theres those who say that this certain "person" isnt so bad but trust me sometimes this person can eb so bad you just wanna shoot them

so my question is

how do u get them to take a god damn fucking hint ??

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GUYS AND SPEEDING

W...T...F we have these guy driving up and down our street 24/7 like dnt they watch the speeding noone things big of u add jeez ppl who speed (guys) having fucking puny dicks and thats tht like stop it its fucking gay not cool and...................... there they go again i feel like fucking shooting them its so fucking rediculous

is there anything to make them stop jeez

besides killing them or praying they crash which is mean i know but hey a girl can hope cant she ??
ddnt think so but meh im genna pary just in case maybe ill get lucky and a miracle will happen

doubt it but theres no harm in trying

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STEREOTYPING BULLSHIT

STEREOTYPING it fucking pisses me off like what gives others the right to fucking judge someone before they get to know them, its fucking ridiculous i fucking hate it i have seen so many stereotypers and what gets me the most is EVERYONE in some point in thier life has stereotyped and i will admit even i have i did it to a person and i hurt them but now tht person is one of my best mates and i am so sorry for doing it cos me and this person (i wont mention her name) have so much fun together and i feel so bad for judging her before i knew her but she forgives me and thts a good thing.

But seriously people have gotta stop hating on each other its fucking up our world

Get to know someone before u judge them cos u might make a new frend rather then ANOTHER enemy

anyways thts all i got to say

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LIFE

have u ever noticed how life has a tendency to fuck you over ??
well i have my life has been turned upside down more then once
and its fucking ridiculous like seriously dont you ever just get
tired of it ?

i do and i think its rediculous how people say "yea life's what you make it
enjoy it you know" but its not like seriously wake up people we are no longer in
control of our lives like come on we dont get to choose anything i mean
we dont get to choose when we die and we certainly dont get to choose
how i mean thats left up to "god" and like seriously how do we even know
this "god" person is real like i know theres the bible but does anyone have
any proof that the bible is real and that its not created buy
some crazy nut job ? yea i didnt think so

well thats all i got to say on the matter

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SCHOOL/PARENTS

school=BORING am i right ??

course i am its school the only people who like it r the ones who r good at it
you know i am right dont try and argue with me cos u know i am right lols
but seriously i dnt fink any kid in the whole world likes school its just one of
thos things you know like parents send you there cos they need some time
to be alone but seriosuly youd think they would consider the fact that school is
evil seeing as how they went there themselves and probably hated it to so why
send us there its not fair like i know they had to suffer but why make your kids
suffer as well ??

lols i thght they were supposed to protect us from that kinda shit you know but
really they only had us cos they needed someone to do the chores for them but
who really knows eh ??

Flirting

Flirting its one of those things i dnt understand im sure others besides myself dont understand how flirting works like yea its easy but how do we tell if a guy/girl is actually flirting with us and not just having a conversation ???
wats the difference between a conversation and a conversation tht involves flirting ?
why cnt there just be the conversations why does there HAVE to be flirting involved ?
i dnt think there is an answer cos really i think ur supposed to just know these things. But what if we didnt know then what ??
i mean we cant just go our whole lives flirting and not know we are doing it, can we ?