Not Having It Anymore, Im Fucking Biting Back

I'm Not Taking It Anymore You Wanna Fucking Have A Go At Me, FUCKING BRING IT ON!!.
I'm Sick Of The Bullshit, GOD YOU CAN SEND AS MANY DICKHEADS AS YOU WANT TO FUCK MY LIFE UP, BUT GUESS WHAT, I'M FUCKING FIGHTING BACK NOW!!. Don't Expect Me To Sit Here And Take It Anymore, I WILL NOT BE YOUR PERSONAL JOKE ANYMORE!!, Ill Be Fucking Damned If I'm Genna Let Any Other Guy Fucking Screw me Over, So Come On "God", Fucking Send Them My Way, Watch Me Send Them Back Fucking Crying, I'm Fucking Done With It All, No More, Ive Got Enough Troubles To Worry About, So You Know What, Fuck Being The "Fallen Angel", Meet The "Bitch From Hell" And She Bites Back, BITCHES!!. This Bitch Will Bite Back From Now On So Don't Fucking Mess With Her, And YES I Am Serious, Im Sick To Fucking Death, Of Being "Gods" Personal Joke Ive had To Fucking Deal With Soooooo Much Bullshit, And I Have Had ENOUGH!! Im Sick Of The Dickheads And The Cunts, Who Fucking Mess With My Head, Well I Say No More I Have Just Had Enough.

Look, I Know Some Of You May Think Im Just Some Messed Up Teenager Who Swears ALOT, But Please All I Ask Is That You Look At Everything I Write About, Through My Eyes Try And Feel The Pain I Feel As Im Writing About It, I Do So Much For Others Thier Pain Becomes My Own I Take So Much To Heart, People Just Dont Know What To Do With Me, Ive Been Sent To A Counsilor, Ive Spoken To Some Friends About It, Ive Even Said Some Prayers To "God" But Many Don't Know What They Can Do To Help Me, Many Just Think Talking It Out Helps But It Just Doesn't, I Know I May Have Said It Helped To You, If I Spoke To You About It, But Im Sorry It Just Doesn't You Gotta Realise Something, Talking About It, Makes Me Feel Helpless, Like I Cant Do Anything To Help Myself, Like Im Some Pathetic Personal Joke To God. I Dont Wanna Feel Like This, And No Just Cos I Wrote This Doesnt Mean Ive Reverted Back To Depressed Me, Im Still Genna Be The Old Me That Everyone Misses Cos THAT Me Is Who I Wanna Be, So You Know What This Whole Blog Is About Announcing My Frustration Making It Heard, Im Not Having It Anymore Im Genna Fucking Fight Back Now.

So As Many Nicknames Say On Msn:

THE BITCH IS BACK!!

Anyways Im Done, Im Sorry If Any Of You Get Offended By The Quotation Marks Around "Gods" Name, But Right Now, I Feel As Though There Is No "God."

Comment, But No Haters.

Peace. xx

Its Me - old me non depressed me

IM BACK!!! Old me is finally back, no more depression, or bad thoughts or cutting or anything, I dont know what happend, or how i did it, but its done im finally back to feeling like myself, the weight of the world, its been lifted well at least shared, now i dont have the need to scream, or being angry or depressed, i just feel like regular old me, the me i used to be before it all began, all the dating and cutting and depressing thoughts, its just ME!!.

As if things couldnt get any better, im smiling!!
im actually smiling again, and my eyes are wide open, to everything ive been missing, i dont know what i did, or what someone else did, but im happy im actualy happy again, its amazing this feeling is just, just ME!! hahaha its amazing to be able to say that again, its just ME!! haha i love it this feeling is amazing.

I cant believe it, this feeling is just indescribable, just amazing doesnt even cover it, i feel like me, back before all this bullshit dating, and all the depression, the cutting, the emo thoughts, the deep blogging issues, i just feel like me, the lil badass bitch, who would do anything for a bit of fun, no matter how much trouble came later, it was about the fun, the laughs, the entertainment, being a KID!, ive got it back, and im NOT losing it again.

OMG IM BACK!!!

anyways im done, peace, tc, comment but no haters.

peace. xx